Tuesday, August 14, 2007
've been blog hopping in the past hour. I came across blogs that belong to people whom I don't have a very good impression of. And how can I not be surprised? All I need myself to do is to stop judging and start seeing the world with my heart.
After reading other people's blogs, I concluded that I am not someone who can express herself with words well. I can't describe my innermost true feelings, or maybe they are not even known to myself. I need to stop having my heart locked in the chains of expectations, I know it needs fresh air, but I get carried away with self-torturing, and always end up feeling more hurt. Its not even about other people, its what I do to myself. What an irony.
The pieces are falling apart real fast.
I need a soul mate, someone who can unlock the chains. When I find him, I will share every detail, every dark secret of me. But until then, I am on my own. Let's just pray for a bright and smooth journey ahead. At least He is with me.
Y11:52 pm
