I'm really exhausted from everything that is happening in my life now: CIP comm, exam, frens. Not that I'm unhappy with being busy, but i guess as I get older my energy level actually drops, thats why I get tired so easily :/

Made two new friends yesterday: Andrew and Jeffery. They are both Malaysians, from the ASEAN CIP COMM. I'm the logistics head, not very pleasant job but I think its alright. Had a few meetings already but I didn't really like the meetings, as in all the bigger, more ambitious activities are put to a halt because people do not dare to take the risk. Anyway we had a meeting yesterday and we cancelled so many things that the Carwash which was supposed to be the initial money-maker became our main source of income, which was so terribly wrong because who on Earth needs a 40 people organising comm for a small carwash project?? :/ So somehow(I don't know how?!) the four of us: Bel, Andrew, Jeffery and myself ended up have a meeting after the official meeting, and we had a long discussion of how to convince people to believe in us that its ok to dream big and work towards it. it lasted really long. Even until Ayl and Tim came, we were still not finished yet, well work is work so we just continued to discuss. Then they felt that they were ditched aside.

Ayl and Tim: We didn't mean to ditch you aside at all, but we can't just put down the work just because you came. We are in the Exco so commitment is expected of us.

My first chapel experience

Yeah went for chapel for the first time in my life just now. We were asked to go by Mr Chairman Koh, I guess part of me wanted to go and have a look at how it is like as well. Yeah we wanted to bathe before we go so that we would be all nice and clean, but CHAT played soccer till quite late. So we rushed to dinner and assembly then went straight to chapel. Yupz so we were smelly and sweaty, disrespect I know but didn't want it that way.

ms Jamie led worship today. She's nice and cute :) Then Mr Koh did his sharing, although it was long, it was really interesting. I was touched by his life stories, all the little miracles that he experienced. Then we(they) prayed,especially for those having exams(people like me!!). I was moved by the prayer, it was so powerful and it was reaching my heart. Oh I need some time to figure this out but ya that was exactly how I felt.

PSSSSS. I tried posting this so many times but i cant. WHY?

Chinese Os tomorrow. I will do my very best and God will do the rest. I always believe in this :)

I just reread my old posts in my old blog. Oh man, I sounded so different from now. Have I grown to become more matured, or have I become worse?

Os written papers start officially tomorrow. Higher Chinese. I am not worried but lets just say I can't be complacent, my A1 might become an A2 or B3 anytime. Then chemistry practical on tuesday, I really really need to do this well because I need my chem aggregate badly :(

Looking back at what I have written, I realised my life revolved pretty much around RC, meetings and competitions and complaints and stuff. Well, now that CCA ended, I truly truly miss it. It helped me grow and mature so much! I'm so thankful for it, for both the happy and the sad. Well, I m finally freed from uniformed group,if you want to put it that way, after 8 years. Haha gosh thats long!!!!

I'm going to play basketball now since I'm not running today. Went running yesterday n guess what, I really need to start exercising again!!! My stamina is like how bad! and Stand Chart Marathon is in 1 month's time!! Not much time left!!! AHH. K n I gained weight during exam period. HOW???

K better go exercise now. Accumulated a lot of negative energy that need to be used :))

JUST SOME RANDOM PHOTOS



Wawa and I. (Wawa is my new pet.She is a present from Bel :) )


Bel and I. Taken on my birthday at Sakae Sushi Heerens :)

OH Farewell Dance


After days of preparation, it finally arrived, far from what I expected though. Yeah I feel sick even before the big day came, took flu medicine and was wobbly on the ladder when I was doing the decoration. Well, I was indeed disappointed that many SC members did not take charge of their duties. But rather just stayed around and await instructions. I mean, you don't expect me to hold a clipboard and ask all to fall in before I list out: xxx, you go move those tables, YYY sweep then mop the floor. I might as well do it myself! The most basic thing a leader in a team can do is to see what your duty is and just do it, don't wait to be pushed! Sigh. Maybe it's my own leadership problem. I don't know.

Oh well, I went up to bathe and change after all the work, then was a little late. I only took 5 minutes on my make-up and the coolest thing is, it lasted through the night!!! That was kinda cool :) Then rushed down only to realise that the tables were not moved, chairs not lined. nothing much done. Oh no, then how? I was indeed furious. I trusted that they would do something! N at the same time, Roll Call was just trying out their sounds. People had a hard time figuring out whether they were going to start their performance or not. HMPHH. Slowly, more and more people came. There had to be some kind of order/attraction to make people stay before they lose interest and decide to leave. No! Roll Call was still giving us noises rather than music. AARRHHH. Finally took charge of the situation, got the MCs (thanks Miko and Putu!!! You guys were great great help that night! :D ) to say a few words to get attention and start the night. They introduced Roll Call, but our dear SIR ROBERT took away the mic. How nice and HELPFUL of him. Oh well I can't be bothered to tell a granny story about the night. I m already bored.

Anyway didn't really enjoy it. Mainly because we organised it. The greatest reward would be to see that people enjoyed themselves. But the lights were too dimmed, couldn't see anything. Danced a bit but was rather self-conscious that night, plus the fact that I was dancing with the BEST DANCER half the night, and I cant dance for nuts, so i didn't quite enjoy it. Slow-danced with Lubo the big brother, and Shiming. Haih, I love the first few dance songs, 'bout 4 or 5 of them. My favourite songs, but sadly, noone asked me to dance :/ Was busy running around doing stuff.

During those few songs I actually thought of Adrain, my Filipino friend in Sec one, he was sec three then. I slow-danced with him during asean dance that year. Can still remember the feel of it. Being in someone's arms feeling totally safe and secured, his palms wrapped firmly around my waist. So far he's my only dance partner who has made me feel that way. No, didn't have a crush on him or anything.

Justin crashed in that night. conclusion: justin = brainless+cute-looking. note: I put cute-looking coz cute refers more to a person's character, like Tim's cuteness, Justin's just a joke for a good laugh that night. Well, someone as good looking and brainless as him. I rather be less good looking. Haa. He sang, but I think he cant sing well. Well don't be deceived by looks.

Lessons that i learnt that night: don't judge a book by its cover, must always take charge of things and voice out when things dont seem right. I must admit that I was a lil mad over Justin's cuteness that I forgot about stopping him, didn't know i was supposed and able to.

Now that the dance is over, i'm supposed to be focusing on my Os, but I just can't do it. Took the past three days to re-energise to start off again. N now that i'm down with flu, its really hard to focus.

By the way I just involved myself in this CIP project thing for scholoars: Scholars 2 you. We will be having a series of CIP activities to raise the mage of scholars in singapore and to bond among ourselves. I joined because I want to meet more people, and gain new experience. Yupz

Will have a meeting tomorrow with the exco members. I'm the Logistics Head. Sigh I chose the wrong post. Stupid me, butloving it nevertheless :)

Personality test

Got this from some website. I think its quite accurate. Red is one of my favourite colours =)

I took the "The Aura Color Personality" quiz on gURL.com
		My aura is... red Red has come to be associated with extreme emotions like passion and anger. And indeed, people with a red aura often experience love and rage more strongly than others on the aura spectrum. Although they do have strong personalities, reds aren't just great balls of fire. Read more... What color is your aura?

Thanksgiving dinner is over. In fact the night passed really fast, with me sitting edgily at the VIP table hoping that I could escape and return to my peers. The photo-taking session was more fun! Went around asking people to take photo with us. But there were times when I felt absolutely annoyed being dragged around and not being able to go to the people I wanted to go to. Especially when those admirers asked her for a photo together, I felt absolutely out-of-place and embarrassed. But ya, overall it was ok i guess. She was the star of the day, not me anyway.

I turned 18 on the 17th Oct!!!
Yeah I'm officially no longer a teenager. According to Wikipedia, a teenager is it describes a person who is thirteen to nineteen years of age. Oh no no no, THAT MEANS I'M STILL A TEENAGER!!! :):):) Anyway, the day was not as good as I wanted it to be. Went for bio practical in the morning, it was ok I guess, not sure whether I did well but I answered all the questions. Then sat aimlessly in class waiting to be released, wasted three hours coz I absolutely can't study in class. And the best thing is, all my classmates forgot that it was my birthday, even those who are close to me, until now :P I don't know whether to say 'hooray, no embarrassment' or 'sigh, I'm insignificant' but I guess everyone would hope that she is not forgotten at least on her birthday. But yeah, I was. Its ok I guess, everyone is so tied down with exams. Then I rushed home to bathe and dress out to go out and celebrate, thinking that it woud be lots of fun. No, as I waited for the lift, I heard the dead-body-outside-Barker nes, not very pleasant, is it? At least not on my birthday! Yups my mood was then spoiled. Then we had to wait for people. People who were initially not coming came because some other people wanted them to come. It was supposed to be my birthday but apparently it was more like me fulfilling other people's wishes. No, its not that I didn't like those people, but all these last minute changes disrupted our plan. In the end we were so late, and my tummy was growling like siao. Why should I get this kind of treatment on my birthday? Oh well, I wished I was less accomodating.

Roommate bought me a Bakerzin cake. It's dark chocolate with brandy inside, lovely! Bel and SL sang Birthday song for me first. It was really sweet and nice, I enjoyed that moment :) Thanks SL! and of course Bel! Then we sang for Minghui who's birthday is also on the 17th, but she's like THREE YEARS younger than me! I feel really old. Finally I had a big cake :
I took quite long to make wishes coz I was too distracted. ANyway, I didn't quite enjoy this celebration. It didn'y feel real. But the cake was nice :) Then we watched Bel and gang dance, took a couple of pictures and it was lights-out. This is when I got really pissed. They didn't even help to clean up! SL and I had to do it ourselves, which includes throwing away the can drinks that they bought and wiping off spilled drinks. Now that is not very considerate, right?

Anyway I received lovely presents: a dog named Wawa (i just named it today :)) and a handmade card from Bel and Cooro, a cow/pillow that has hair loss problem from Tim, a rabbit and a card from Aylwin Gan Weiwen the toot, and finally two cakes from SL and Aylwin. Thanks guys for the day :)

I tried psoting photos three times. and nothing came through!!! Shall do it later. I have so much to blog about, but I dont feel like blogging. Later la.

WHOOOAAAAA!!!!!!!!!
In less that an hour's time i'll turn 18!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is my last post as a 17.
Then I 'll realised, tomorrow morning, (evelyn says hi!), 'oh no! I'm no longer a kid! I am a young adult now!'

Of course there are good and bad things of being an 18.
Haih but I don't have time to blog about them. Its lights-out, Ms Iris is likely to kick my butt if she sees me here!

K good night to all. To those who are having exams: ALL THE BEST!

To CB: thank you! for the inspiration and the good example you set :)

Bio prac tomorrow!!!!

Sorry for the lack of update. I have been ehm... kinda busy with stuff.

Prelims results is fixed, I got 9. Can go both ac and ib, now isn't the time to choose yet.

Thanksgiving dinner is in two days time!!! Just got to know that I am supposed to sit at the first VIP table, which is incovenient for me. Hopefully I can change back to my performers' table.

Have been rather busy preparing for the OH dance. (people! come for the dance! trust me, you won't regret it!) The response isn't that good. Must buck up in terms of publicity and stuff.

For one reason or another, I have missed 4 days of school within this two weeks (mypersonal record). Immunisation, sick, pon blah blah. Hopefully the teacherS won't come aFTER ME :)

Biology Prac is in five days time, and hey i really haven't started studying you know? Must get back the momentum again, so that I won't screw up my prac again like last time.

Will be going to National Library to return books, and hopefully borrow some although I know its not the right time :) K i wont borrow, nono, I will borrow 1 book. :)


For all good things we have to share

For guiding us with loving care

with joyful hearts we bow to pray

O Lord we give our thanks this day

Prelims results

Yes it's over, except for moderation. I got 11 points as for now, hopefully it will become an 8 or even 7! Now its time to identify which areas I'm weak in, and work hard in those areas. oh well, that is a lot to do.

I went home over the weekends. Didn't do much, but it just feels good to be at home, where you can truly be yourself, and not care about anything.

Thanksgiving dinner is in two weeks time!!! I m so freaked, dont have costume, dance not rehearsed. And there are so many things to be done. And dance!!! 3 weeks before the big day, I hope it 'll be a success.

Crap, I dont qite feel like blogging. Jia you to those who are still having exams! shall we go sentosa after your exams?

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I want to travel,
to learn about the world
自己给自己设限，困住了。
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I want to travel,
to learn about me...

her

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female/perempuan/女
hitting the big 2 soon
MY-ian on another land,
where will I go next?

destined

backpack in my country

passion and determination

phone and camera

lose those fats

两只手的温度

speak

take off

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