Wednesday, June 27, 2007
I guess I am pretty good at last minute work. Went to the national library to study yesterday but didn't do much, wasted another 4hours after till I finally settled down and did my studying from 11 to 3, stealing breaks in between to play on the comp for 10minutes or so or to take a shower to keep myself awake. Managed to wake up on time this morning, perhaps coz I was too nervous. Paper went ok, I could pretty much recall what I studied but I don't think I will score very well on that paper coz there's still a lot of analysis and explanation skills I am yet to master.
Well, now I understand why it was so difficult studying for the paper. COZ ITS IN CHINESE. Its hard to remember how to write those words, and the new vocabulary let alone the points and the appropriate words for analysis. Well I did the analysis pretty much in my own words, hopefully its not too bad.
Have been complaining to many people a lot about studying here and how I want to leave soon. But I guess I am fortunate enough to be able to choose the subjects that I want to do in the languages I like, what more can I ask for? How many people in this world are paid to study? Shouldn't I feel guilty instead about not studying hard enough?
Well that aside, As I mentioned in my last last post, I was chased out of Mc D, even BeFORE I finished my food. God knows why I didn't just tell him off. But I sat there for about 1 1/2 hours already larh. But there were empty tables lor! Haih.
Econs tomorow and I haven't started revising yet. I know people expect me to do well, hopefully I won't disappoint them and myself too! I just need a clear and imaginative state of mind to be able to write!
I am just thinking, I have been telling my friends that I didn't study, will they be unhappy if I do better than them? Not saying I am smart but you know lar, some people are just lucky, for example me! Hmm unhappy out of jealousy? or what?
I guess I have really rested enough, now I just want to get through the remaining half a year and my H1 paper done to prepare myself for the upcoming A's. Cannot procrastinate anymore!
I wished I had my aims for the future before me, if not working hard seems so futile. But I don't. Every time I think about different careers that I seem to be interested in I would start to feel afraid of losing interest for those things. Why so?
I think my blog is the most boring and most dead blog I read, I have no idea why you are still reading this. I am just letting out coz I don't have that many people to talk to in the hostel. Ya, usually I just keep quite :( Sad but its true.
I am supposed to be studying here, and I am blogging away happily.
I read a person's blog that is really inspiring. If your religion and belief can turn you into a driven and nicer person, isn't it just great?
Perhaps I should start studying now.
Y8:49 pm
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
This can't be true. Or else I wouldn't have to study to hard already :(
Szeching! I am the same as you :)
I am so tired, but I have about 3quarters of my C lit stuff to go. starting to feel sleepy already. I need energy booster!!!
Y7:02 pm
Monday, June 25, 2007
Next up is Chinese Language and Literature, since the Language component won't be tested, its actually Chinese Literature.
And needless to say, you know what comes next....... I am SO dead!
Our dear C lit tutor, Mr Wang Cheng Ri, reminded us a gazillion times that we will have to memorise everything that will be tested, and he told us NOT to start studying at the last week of the hols, I, being a very guai student, listened to him, I didn't start one week before, instead, I started today! two days before the paper! haha i'm so dead.
He's so going to say, " hui yu, ni you mei you du shu?! Ni men de cheng du yi jing hen cha le, you bu nu li, ni men xiang zen yang?" Oh shit, my hanyupinyin sucks!
Whatever it is, I will try the best I can to remember everything, bearing in mind the consequence of withstanding half a year of his nagging, I think I will manage alright.
I am at Mc D again. I have become a regular cstomer in Mc D.
Shit they are chasing me out! Damn Mc D!
Y9:01 pm
Sunday, June 24, 2007
I think I am having pms. Shit man, why must I be having PMS right before and during my exams???
I can't do anything now!!! I just opened so many pages and I.... I.... I.... can't do anything now. I can't read , I can't process anything I read, and I am having stomach cramps.
DAMN! Tomorrow is the first day of my CT, and I haven't done anything!!! Nothing AT ALL!!!
I am so proud of myself, coz yar I have done nothing about my CT! Nor any of my assgnments.
My batt is dying on me, damn. Freaking hostel's internet doesn't work and my batt is dying on me here in Mc D. Damn!
Oh shucks, half a year to go before another long break. and 1 1/2 years to go before I am out of hell.
Yes my mind is made, I want to leave Hell after my A's, I don't want to stay, by hook or by crook, I will make sure I am out of this place!
My batt is dangerously low, I will continue later. DAMN!
Y5:43 pm
Saturday, June 16, 2007
I must stop MIA-ing and start doing something, or else I ll continue to be scolded.
K I ll TRY.
Well JB is a really horrid place to be!!! What more with 3 rob and rape cases in less than a month!!! We all ought to be more careful!! I don't even dare to go out at night anymore although I love long car rides at night :( sad sad sad :( Shuai Ge, take me out leh! Well as I'm typing away, I am sweaty all over and I haven't taken a bath yet (at 2am!) coz I am still waiting for my dearie sisters to be home and my cool air was stolen by... :( Yes I am worried for them! :( Finally Zro is coming back from KL (although just for 2 short days but). I miss her so much!
Now that she is working, hahaha, I have more money to spend!!! She is definitely more generous than my big sis so hahahaha finally the day is here! that I get to spend a lot. Well, I don't think so. She is saving up for her longed car :( whatever la. But hehe, who cares? for now I ll just persuade her to belanja me!! Note that the word is persuade ok? Not rob! persuade!!! hahaha
Must admit that I am kinda high now. But I got to wake up early tomorrow. hmm I can do this man. This is exactly what I tell myself each night before I go to sleep，“I will study tomorrow! I can do this!" but it never happened, somehow, and with the last week of the hols approaching, i am declared dead meat. haha I am a happy dying person :D
SLEEPING LATE IS BAD FOR THE SKIN!!! My skin is totally ruined!!! and pimply!!! That explains why I don't want to meet you, you and you. I feel like an old woman now :(
Well last thing to share:
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blogger is freaking slow with the photo uploading. Heh I am going to sleep.
And sis are not back yet :(
Y1:54 am
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Time's passing fast and I am not ready.
Y11:26 pm
Monday, June 11, 2007
1. Nicholas Teo 张栋梁
2. Taiwan
3. Songs from musicals
4. 200 pounds beauty (its a must-watch!!!)
5. Anything but school :(
Meeting up with Aylwin and hopefully Tim to study together tomorrow. I AM GOING TO STUDY!
SZECHING!!! I AM SO PROUD OF YOU!!! YOU BETTER RUN FOR EX-CO!!!
CBS, we'll have to wait till you are back, right?! Or we can date online :P
Cara, Wheee you still remember me!!! I miss you too!!! your rambling haha :) must have level outing!!!
IwanttomeetupwithHa!!! :(
but I am so lazy to cross the border.
FINALLY,
I have decided on the place that I want to go to for UNI,
ask me, and I ll tell you. :)
MERRY HOLS!
Y9:17 pm
Thursday, June 07, 2007
I know this is irresponsible and everything but heck! Come on!!! Its the hols!!!
And yes I've been hiding away from my responsibilities i.e. CCA commitments, make-up lecture, PW, HW and studying. Sheesh Now I see the seriousness of this!
Well after two weeks of lazing around doing nothing, I am bored and tired of doing nothing, so... its time to start chiong-ing again. But but, not now, next week haha. I am trying very hard to swallow my stupid Chinese lit notes already okay?? And the Econs textbook is so thick and wordy la!!!
To all of you who are looking for me ands wondering how am I(those who left tags and those who didnt),
I AM FINE! and slacking away... Erm MIA, ya sort of.... but I do check my blog, just that I don't blog. Actually I don't have much to write about so well, yar.... But still, I will be available from next monday onwards (yes Yeeling, for both PW and CCA). Anyone who wants to
have a date with me can email me, sms me (I don't check often though) or MSN me (but I always appear offline :P)
Thats all for now I guess. Yups, HAPPY HOLS TO YOU!!! Don't miss me too much kae? I will be back soon.
Btw, Pirates rocks!!! Although the storyline was a bit off, it was still a great show :)
How I wished I was a pirate :P
Its all going to an end
Y9:21 pm
Friday, June 01, 2007
I admit that I am a petty person, more so than you think.
...now my mood is dampened
why must it be that way?
Doesn't matter if you don't understand. Don't bother asking either. Its my life anyway, not y0urs.
I think its my faults, as always.
Y12:43 pm
