Friday, June 27, 2008
My SAT scores are in!!!! So scary and I am totally anti-SAT!!! But I still have to take it, and retake coz my scores are not good. Oh Wells.
BTs are still on, but I am still quite alive. Actually I just got into the exam mood when more than half the papers are over, so yes.... I don't have high hopes for my results =|
Shall update again soon.
Y12:14 am
Friday, June 20, 2008
I am stressed I am stressed I am stressed I am stressed I am stressed I am stressed I am stressed I am stressed I am stressed I am stressed I am stressed I am stressed I am stressed I am stressed I am stressed I am stressed I am stressed I am stressed I am stressed I am stressed I am stressed I am stressed I am stressed I am stressed I am stressed I am stressed I am stressed I am stressed
ok, enough said.
Y9:43 pm
Saturday, June 14, 2008
郭靜 百分百
作詞：姚若龍 作曲：李聰
牽著手買的白色的Ｔ–ｓｈｉｒｔ
像約定什麼都要一起了
情人節唱歌跨年看煙火 都黏著
第一次為你慶生還記得
你微笑 把燭光 吹滅了
你許的願望讓我落淚了
每個祈禱都為我
喜歡 靠在你胸口
就像躺在棉花田那麼暖和
你的耳語彷彿風和雲朵帶我飄向天空
你的愛 讓我想 作更多的夢
因為有你 讓夢想都結成蘋果
喜歡 你握著我手
就像合吃棉花糖那麼快樂
你的呵護讓我像個孩子無拘無束的瘋
真的愛 不用偽裝 不用強求
很輕鬆就會懂 愛的人看著我 想什麼
第一次為你慶生還記得
你微笑 把燭光 吹滅了
你許的願望讓我落淚了
每個祈禱都為我
喜歡 靠在你胸口
就像躺在棉花田那麼暖和
你的耳語彷彿風和雲朵帶我飄向天空
你的愛 讓我想 作更多的夢
因為有你 讓夢想都結成蘋果
喜歡 你握著我手
就像合吃棉花糖那麼快樂
你的呵護讓我像個孩子無拘無束的瘋
真的愛 不用偽裝 不用強求
很輕鬆就會懂 愛的人看著我 想什麼
Ｈｏ～ Ｗｏ～
很輕鬆就會懂 愛的人看著我 想什麼♥
Heard this song on the radio recently. I really like it. 爱，应该就是这么简单自然的, 可是却是最难达到的，是不是因为我们都想太多了？
Y12:18 am
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Study study studyI just don't get why I can't get started! What and why am I dreading?
How???? I remember saying the same thing two years ago for Os too, and of course didn't go about doing anything. Dies....
ANyway, Sarah CHew, my roommate and direct junior is going back to study in malaysia for good. I am really happy for you, because I myself wished I had the chance too, so treasure the time you have there k? and of course don't forget your dreams =) sorry, i can't post a photo of you as you requested coz the internet connection is too slow. Another time k?
With so many people leaving / have left I feel really down. Its true that I am already used to separations after 6years, but there is still the sense of loss. It just makes me realise how fragile human relationships are, once the physical proximity is no longer there, how many people can still stay close to each other?! maybe some people can, but I find it hard. Sigh. Thats the sad thing about being a scholar. Being away from your roots, making new friends and stuff surely sounds exciting, but when you come to think of it, everyone dreams big, everyone's gonna go their separate ways, the type of friendship you have is also just different from those from the same culture and background. The sense of belonging you find when you return to your hometown is what I crave, but I have lost it, after so many years, and certainly I don't feel it on this foreign land.
I am so stuck in between, sometimes I really wished I hadn't left home so early. I feel lost and lonely so often that I am already used to it. Is it a good or a bad thing?
My thoughts are not even coherent now. Sheesh.
Y11:38 pm
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
旅行
我是井底之蛙，除了新加坡和吉隆坡这些地方，哪里也没去过。和家人去ＫＬ是为了考ｓａｔ，可是我分心了。哈哈，毕竟考试的心情和专注力散心都不需要，很难调适嘛！
每次出门，都是去探望亲戚，ｓｈｏｐｐｉｎｇ，吃，享受，其实很腻了。因为看得不够多啊！重复着一样的话题，一样的活动，很有亲切感，就没有惊喜可言了。这次不一样，我们去了接近大自然一点点的ｂｕｋｉｔ ｔｉｎｇｇｉ。看到花、树、恐怖的多色蜈蚣、法式建筑、兔子、鲤鱼。大概就这么多吧！下次有机会把照片放上来。
有点感触啦，被大自然感动到了。三个景点：ｊａｐａｎｅｓｅ ｖｉｌｌａｇｅ（其实比较像ｎａｔｕｒｅ ｗａｌｋ）、ｆｒｅｎｃｈ ｖｉｌｌａｇｅ、ｒａｂｂｉｔ ｆａｒｍ
第一个和第三个我都喜欢。ｎａｔｕｒｅ ｗａｌｋ有自然环境可以看、听、享受，ｒａｂｂｉｔ ｆａｒｍ有ｒａｂｂｉｔｓ咯，毛茸茸的，虽然有点臭，其他人都退避三舍（人还更加臭ｌｅｈ！），可追摸抱得我好开心！还有ｄｏｎｋｅｙｓ，是会和人沟通的，而且很驯良。我们还在地上猛拔草喂它们吃，很好笑。Ｆｒｅｎｃｈ ｖｉｌｌａｇｅ只有空壳，没有内容。漂亮的建筑物，没有文化的衬托，只有ｄｉｎｉｎｇ，ｓｈｏｐｐｉｎｇ的地方，还有ａｒｃａｄｅ ｌｅｈ，好恐怖！可能是我想象力太丰富啦，看到的和想象中差好多。
让我想起啊，我要看、要听、要学、要了解，享受占少数，所以ｃｏｍｍｅｒｃｉａｌ的东西很腻了。要返璞归真（学黄靖伦讲的），看最简单原始的东西就好了。让我想起新加坡的旅游景点，全部人造的，看一次还好，不会ａｐｐｒｅｃｉａｔｅ的。虽然ｂｕｋｉｔ ｔｉｎｇｇｉ的不算不ｃｏｍｍｅｒｃｉａｌ，至少好很多了。利用自然资源天时地利，补上人和，是ｐｌｕｓ ｐｏｉｎｔ，毁掉天时地利历史文化，建立新的东西是罪过。
打中文很累人，不写了。总之，开心啦！
Y1:33 am
Hello!
I'm back to my dark chocolate + coffee again! yes thats how the blog name came about!
Its once again June holidays! and this would be the last regular June hol before I get out of the system. Half of it is already gone but I haven't done much besides a bit of SAT which was on last Saturday. I am really worried about the results! Math was prefect but Language! Language sucked!!! I regretted being so ill-prepared for it. I have no confidence that I did well enough, so maybe I ll take it again.
Just had a family trip to KL over the past weekend. Bel, I was there too! Visited Bukit Tinggi. Shall save this for another post.
Anyway, soon I ll be going back to studying and working hard for my BT2. But the main thing right now is, I need to exercise!!! I ate tonnes of stuff over the weekend!
Well, hope all are well. I met Simon yesterday, he seems to be doing fine. So I hope you are too =)
Y1:14 am
