Got this from Winnie who got it from Cheryl, I just need to get my mind of that damn JAE.

You Are 49% Selfish

You are quite balanced. You are able to compromise when it's in the best interests of those involved. But you're no pushover. If something is important to you, you'll get it!

Your Animal Personality

Your Power Animal: Swan Animal You Were in a Past Life: Rabbit You are passive, sentimental, and emotional. You sometimes lack self-confidence, but you are creative and rational.

Your Career Personality: Empathetic, Loyal, and People-Oriented

Your Ideal Careers: Chef Corporate trainer Designer Events Coordinator Librarian Politician Psychologist Small Business Owner Social Worker Teacher

Your Deadly Sins

Pride: 80%

Greed: 60%

Envy: 40%

Gluttony: 40%

Sloth: 40%

Lust: 20%

Wrath: 20%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 43%

You will die of malnutrition, after the Olson twins make dying of malnutrition trendy.

Your Seduction Style: The Coquette

You are a pro at playing the age old game of hard to get. Your flirting style runs hot and cold, giving just enough to keep them chasing you. Independent and self-sufficient, you don't need any one person to make you compelte. And that independence is exactly what makes people pursue you.

Your Pirate Name Is...

Lord Sweet Waters

Sweet Waters???

You Are Batman

Billionaire playboy by day. Saving the world by night. And you're not even a true superhero. Just someone with a lot of expensive toys!

Ohh... sadly

You Are More Mild Than Wild

You're confident, and you really aren't concerned with how "hot" you are. Other people's ideas of what's sexy don't concern you. And this is exactly what makes you attractive.

Erm I'm not so sure.

Your Brain's Pattern

Your brain is always looking for the connections in life. You always amaze your friends by figuring out things first. You're also good at connecting people - and often play match maker. You see the world in fluid, flexible terms. Nothing is black or white.

True. true.

You Are 4: The Individualist

You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself. You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable. You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt. Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.

Erm, really? didn't know that.

Your Hidden Talent

You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations. You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts. Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition. The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.

Huh?? So?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

That was fun, to some extend some were accurate ;)

Am tired.

Am tired. Didn't exactly have a long day, but I slept late last night+didn't manage to have afternoon nap=tired now

Well I had my council interview today. It was quite good I supposed. Am too tired to blog about it, so I ll do it another day.

Visiting the Career 2007 Fair this weekend. There are so many courses that I want to take!!! Shall go take a look first.

Have tonnes of work. Just completed an essay, have another summary to do, but my eyes are closing as I type this. Fine.

Am tired.

The most important thing in a councilor is passion.

For my dear blog readers who don't understand Chinese, please do not think that you have come to the wrong blog.

Yes, I am still me.

I am not crazy yet over what I wrote in my last post by the way, just being a little expressive about it.

I felt happy tired but at the same time stupid and a little disappointed last night.

Was supposed to go for MUTS but in the end we went for Inter hostel Games in ACSI. I played Captain's Balloon coz there weren't enough people. At first I planned to play for just a while then go to school for the movie. But it turned out that somehow we stayed on till we lost. Got 4th overall. Then we rushed to school thinking that the movie wasn't over yet, but to our disappointment, it was already over and almost everyone was gone. Yups, we thought we would be able to catch the last part of the movie and at least have a feel of the second MUTS. But no! we missed it all. Feel so stupid. ahh, and I missed the people I wanted to meet. However, I got to know the AC scholars a little better, and overall it was fun (Thumbs up to Mr Wong who is so sporty).

ANyway I slept through my Saturday like a pig. A word of advice, just because this year is the year of the pig doesn't mean you eat and sleep like a pig. Going out with Bel and Aylwin and Tim tomorrow. See you guys :)

CNY

I'm back from the long break!!! Actually its not that long. Right.

So I went home on Friday night, the crowds at Kranji MRT was seriously crazy, its like people just push and push you on to get onto the bus and you are literally lifted off the ground. What a privilege. Well the checkpoint wasn't as crowded as I thought it would be, so the process was fast. Haha within seconds I was out of Singapore, another step closer to home. Its amazing how much it still thrills me everytime I pass the checkpoint to go home after having been doing it for 5 years. However, the queue for the bus was bloody long. So I decided to walk across the causeway, very reluctant though at first. Surprisingly I actually enjoyed it, found the peace in walking alone or whatever it is. With the heavy bag on my shoulder and the 2.4kg laptop in my arms somehow I felt happy to be walking and not squashed in the bus. Then I passed through the Malaysia checkpoint and waited for my dad outside Ah Kun the coffeeshop (not Ah Kun the kaya toast shop :( how I wished lo) Guess how long I waited? 1 hour and 10 minutes. Absolutely my record. From looking forward to tired and impatient to fatigue and angry and finally I was so famished I refused to talk already. Was so hungry ok? The last meal I ate before that was at 2 in the afternoon I think. Well they had to buy some stuff for praying the next day so being late was inevitable. Should've gone to City SquaRe and sit somewhere and wait right? But then my phone got no reception inside the mall, later they might not be able to find me lor. See its no good being nice all the time. ANyway meanwhile Isabel was telling me about some exciting news so I was kinda entertained, but still *rub tummy* a hungry person is an angry person. Whatever.

New Year's Eve. Spring cleaning lor, what else? Spring cleaning in my house is really spring cleaning, involving a lot of throwing and wiping and polishing. You won't believe how much dust there is behind those furnitures I thought I lived in a desert. Ok, I scrubbed that flight of stairs so hard that dad thinks that there's no need for repainting anymore. Muahahaha the scrubbing maid. Then we had reunion dinner with uncle and his family as usual. This year the food was nice, and the servings very big. We couldn't finish lo. And I was so full after 3 to 4 dishes I couldn't eat the prawns and stuff. Then we went to Tebrau City coz poor girl hasn't got her new year clothes yet. Haha ut most of the shops were closed so I ended up buying some stuff from Jusco and nothing else. So sad.

First Day of CNY. If my memory doesn't fail me I think we didn't go out today, at all. Haha. All of us just spend the time sleeping away, happily. And watch tv and sing karaoke, and I watched Love Actually on my laptop. I must say its quite nice although I still don't quite understand what the show is about. Right. And I received only 1 angpao, from my parents.

Second Day of CNY. Woke up kinda late. Had lunch then went out to m auntie's house. All my maternal relatives were there, erm, playing mahjong. I'm not fond of visiting them except for getting angpaos. So bad right. I felt so sad when I saw my grandma, she doesn't even know its CNY> One festive season that once meant so much to her. Well, I played with my little cousin brother, Ah B, then later took him out to Jusco coz I needed to buy toiletries and stuff to be brought back to Singapore. We ate ice-cream, and KFC (sin!)

Third Day of CNY aka my last day at home. We woke up really early coz we wanted to go out. We had steamboat for lunch brunch breakfast at nine!!! SO fun la. But none of us had the appetite to eat much. I think my family is so crazy. Then I wasn't feeling well. You know the typical huizyi symptoms, nauseousness and stuff. I wonder when am I ever going to outgrow it!!! Yes my digestive system failed me again. Shrruuugggsss. So I had to stay at home alone and sleep through the afternoon while they went out. Sob Sob. Halfway through my beauty sleep someone actually came to visit I think. But me being so lethargic refused to open the door. I felt bad la, but you can't expect a sick person like me to put up a smile and entertain the guests like a clown right?? Nono I don't mean a clown. Well so I just left them alone. The bonus of staying at home was that I raided my sister's wardrobe. Another one would be that my kind sister offered to send me back to the hostel so I didn't have to carry all my stuff in my arms and walk across the causeway all over again. Less desirable this time round since I was, and still am not feeling well. Mum and dad said it might be because I am not used to the water in jb, and they suggested that next time I go home I should bring my own bottled waer home. That pathetic meh?

That sort of concluded my CNY this year. Surprisingly uneventful, and I am darn jealous of the fact that my family is now in KL visiting my paternal relatives that I seldom get to meet, and I certainly miss them, or more so their angpaos ;) Well I am even more jealous of Bel that stupid girl who gets 50 and 100 RM in her angpaos! Man I want rich AND GENEROUS relatives. Haha.Fine. Enough of whining.

I skipped Mass PE this morning coz I knew I might collapse on the track if I had done it, and no one would be able to lift my fat ass. Ha wrote the letter for me, so she is like officially my dad :0
And I might be skipping school tomorrow to catch up with my work, firstly. Secondly its so that I won't have to do swimming PE. I feel so bad so maybe I won't skip after all. See first lar.

Had the Pre-U seminar interview today. Man it sucked a big time. Like I had no idea of what to say at all about a cosmopolitan Singaporean, I read about it somewhere, I recognise the term but I have absolutely nothing to say about them. The interviewers were nice, they gave me a lot of prompting and all but hmm lets just say I am not good enough for it so I hope I won't get in. On the other hand I will be sad if I don't get in. Contradicting life.

Anyway I am planning what to do tomorrow, I really don't want to waste the time away if I decide to skip school.

Till then.

I just want you to turn you head but disappointment hit.


Love and be loved.

Sis and all, enjoy yourself!!!

Got this from Bel's blog, I just think its so true!!!

Friendships last forever.. in the heart.. as memories.

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.

If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.


Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you ?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.

But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger .

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?

*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? ( even if it is that you don't care anymore)

*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?

*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?*

People live, but people die. I want to tell you that
you are a friend.

If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)

you would be in my heart.
Would I be in yours?

If you care about me as much as I care about you

you will send this back

You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.

So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,

I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you , most of all I CARE about friends


Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you.


Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will.


Remember, everyone needs a friend someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and takecomfort in knowing
somebody out there cares about you and . always will..

I care about YOU !

Shoutout to Aylwin Gan the toot:

Hey!!! I read your blog. Its sad yes on V Day. But I'm really glad that you are not negative about it. Yes God made it this way because he has a personal plan for you :) So stay strong and love life like you always did okay? :) we are all here for you!!! Literally, although its a bit far -00-

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL OF YOU :)
Its a season of love and sharing, celebrate it.

HAHAHAHAHA I'M A HAPPY PERSON!!!!

I'm HAPPY, HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY :)

Did I mention that I am happy?

School was fun, I was in a state of excitement most of the time ;p
You can ask me why personally, maybe I ll tell you.
So I did the thing that I planned to do, but it didn't exactly go very much according to my plan, I was in a state of shock!!! But nevertheless I'm happy, I'm such a courageous girl I can't stand it.

K enough of crazy self-praising. Yes indeed, the school was nicely decorated (at least the hall and lobby) with balloons and hearts. Even the principal and the VP were wearing the Love ACtually shirt, I wasn't coz I didn't like the colour of the shirt, and besides, I'm really broke. Anyway it was just so fun and the atmosphere spells LOVE LOVE and LOVE. Chocolates, flowers, balloons, they have everything on sale in school you don't have to buy anything elsewhere. Haha. Chocoloates, I received a lot of them, while I only give a few :p oops, sorry, I'm poor, no, I'm broke! Lessons didn't feel like lessons and the day passed very quickily. PE wasn't tough, but I still have a bit of muscle aches. We ponned C lit, coz the teacher wasn't in school, must be celebrating the day with his Valentine. I'm glad I skipped it, or else I wouldn't have had a chance to do the above mentioned thing ;P Anyway I was so excited the whole morning that I didn't feel hungry at all, maybe coz I ate chocolate during Math lecture and chocolate really makes me high. I was so tired and sleepy after all the excitement, almost fell asleep during chem lecture. Adrenaline whatever. PCCG we interacted with the senior class, they are going for SJI in Sentosa on Friday, some amazing race thing, but I'm not, coz I'm GOING HOME!!!! Thats another thing to be excited about :D Anyway I know that I ll be changing class so its like kinda pointless right? Haha maybe not I don't know. There was the V Day concert after school, didn't plan to watch initially but somehow we ended up there while waiting for Quyhn so we ended up watching. It was nice! The drumset was so cool, and so is the guy who played the drums :P Even teachers performed and all were great. For example Mr Patrick Sum, He sang so beautifully, he should go and join Singapore Idol :P Didn't go for OG outing, coz I need to catch up with work, feel so bad coz I missed two OG outings already. Well I ll make up for it.

On a side note, I really have to learn to have fun while playing and give my 100% attention while doing work. Or else I ll really suffer. K thats about all.

Shoutout to those who are Valentineless : don't give up, you know the right one is out there somewhere :)

Once again, Ha, I'm so proud of you :)

Lastly, a big THANK YOU to Aylwin and Tim for the rose, thanks so much for my first and last rose on this year's V day :) Love you people. It looks so real, at least my roommate thought so :)

AAARRRRGGGGG I'm so tired. not physically but mentally. This is so unusual, I had training today so I should be physically tired right? But I'm not. Coz they played match against the J3s today and I just sat around like an idiot. Its like after playing 4 years of bball the coach still doesn't think I'm good enough to play in the friendly. I think coz I perform badly during trainings, kinda lost and don't know what to do coz I never had proper training before, but heh bball is so fun! I hope I will stay on in the CCA, and hopefully the team.

Bought the Council form, yes I am running for the 32nd SC together with Szeching! Haha still got a lot of paperwork to settle so I shall not slack!!!

Tomorrow is V Day, I m still not sure if I am doing what I planned to do. How? Paper plane.

Three days have passed since De Day. I m fine again ;) Well have roughly decided my combination,
C lit H2
Econs H2
Math H2
Chem H1

So I ll go arts! Its a tough decision coz I don't see myself as an Art person at all, but neither do I see myself as a science person actually. I'm so stuck in between. Its a tough decision to give up chem H2, coz without H2 chem I won't be able to do any of the science subjects in university, I seriously don't know if I will regret. Anyway I just did a little search on the internet, some universities state that they don't require H2 sciences for sports science, so I think it should be okay. Sports science is the only science subject I'm interested in anyway. If not too bad then.

Haha JAE now. AC, SA then JJ. Arts then science :)

K I didn't blog about Saturday when I had a wonderful wonderful time with Bel, Aylwin and Tim. Bel was supposed to come visit but we met at City Hall in the end. Admit it, NUSH is freaking far. Then Bel and I went to shop around. She gave me a huge bear which is soooo cute, his name is Mr Dimples :) Finally we decided to go to Swensens for their Ice-cream ----- Caramel Mint!!!! Met Ayl and Tim outside then we went in. Even the Manager waiter or whatever made fun of the bear, He wanted to give the bear a Kid's menu. I talked to Bel while Tim and Ayl were busy calculating how much they owe each other, or whatever it is. Then Bel talked and the rest of us listened. Next, we went to play pool. Man, Ayl and Tim are so pro, I sort of become invisible in front of them. Heh I learned that over-confidence and lack of confidence do you no good. Damn its hard to be a human being. I love pooling, anyone interested? But it was so ex, and me so broke. Its ok, CNY coming ;) Yups then Ayl and Tim went home while we had dinner at the food court. It was so so la. Oh and I kept getting weird stares for the big bear I hold in my hard. Like I was some psycho who brings her toy around. Hello, V Day is near, can't you guys be more romantic or something??? Its a gift from a friend! Haha who cares? Then we went esplanade and had a great great time just sitting around talking about stuff like....ehm...insecurity and fears? strengths and weaknesses? We had a great time sharing. Then we walked over to Raffles City to go to Cafe Cartel for a drink, but we ended up eating ;) salad and bread. AHh guilty. It was like one of my best nights out with Bel. We were both so relaxed and opened and just enjoying ourselves. Of course without Andrew the third party. Thanks so much Girl! You are really wonderful!!!

Its two days to V Day. They have so many things on in my school that it feels like we ALL SHOULD HAVE A BF/GF. Well, I'm so jealous!!!! Haven't celebrated V Day with anyone before except I went out with Wenhao out of boredom in Sec 2 I think. WAhhhh, that was so long ago.I am so jealous of all of you out there who are celebrating this day. But nevertheless I ll celebrate it with my friends. Beisdes, ------ is driving me crazy. Especially what happened today (which is nothing much really)... How????? Ahhh..

K enough of crying and stupid thoughts, here are my O's results:

English A2
Math A2
A math B3
Combined humanities A2
Geography A2
Chemistry B3
Physics B4
Biology B3
Higher Chinese A2
Chinese A1

1 A1 5 A2 3 B3 1 B4

L1R5: 12

Look at the no of A2s I got!!! No one can beat me in this. When I received my result slip, I saw 5 As so I was quite happy (I didn't know how to read the result slip) Then I saw the numerical grade, everything was a 2, I had a shock of my life and I starting crying, coz I counted that I got 13 instead of 12 which means no way can I stay in Ac. I couldn't stop crying, I really couldn't believe that I got 2 for English, Higher Chinese and Geography. For English, I had been getting A1 since sec 3, I have no freaking idea how could I get an A2. I was so confident in my essays! Higher Chinese: well it has also always been A1 all the way, why A2? seriously don't understand. Geography, perhaps everybody thought the paper was easy so everybody did fairly well, as a result my A1 became A2. For math and combined humans I am quite glad for an A2, its just the same as I expected.

Next, the horrible horrible B3s and 4. Chemistry, I thought I could get an A, I worked so hard for it! Am really disappointed. A math, B3 is good enough for me, considering the fact that I always get C5 or 6. Same goes for Physics, although a B4 does not look good on my result slip, I have no interest in Physics so leave me alone. Biology, well I did put in effort, remembering that both the paper and the practical were weird, B3 is okay.

Suelin thinks that my A2 s are borderline, very close to A1 s type. Well whatever it is, CONGRATULATIONS to all those who did well! And everyone who is satisfied and contented with his or her results!!!

Above all, thank you to all those who have been with me yesterday through the tough times. Thank you Sue Lin for your company! For giving in to whatever I want. Thank you Daddy and Da jie for consoling me, although apparently it didn't help coz I cried even more as you did so. Da jie, remember new year clothes and you promised to come and fetch me!!! Thank you Sze Ching Phuong Ha and Quyhn who were there to listen and worry about whether I will jump down the building. Not yet la, I still wanna marry ------ ok?? :0 To all of you who showed your concern or are concerned about it too. Christabel, Eric kor, Aylwin, and everyone else. I love you people!

Next I would like to apologise to Dad and Mum for my results. I know you have expectations for me although you never voice them. When I fail, you showed no signs of disappointment but instead console me and say that its ok, as long as I can stay in a JC I can always work hard. 哭什么哭？傻傻的！Yes I did not work hard enough for Prelims and Os. So this is the consequence I am facing. Although I am sad about my results, I am not going to blame anyone but myself for my slackness. I'm sorry Dad and Mum!

Life goes on. The next thing I have to do is to apply at JAE. This is tough job! I hate thinking about it and making choices. Let's just pray hard that I can stay in AC ok? I love AC so much, and I am already so used to this place I can't imagine myself in another JC! The thought of it saddens me. Anyway I ll try any way to stay, apply for both science and arts stream, appeal if I need. But if I am fated to go, then never mind lo, although I ll be very sad :(

Kk Bel is coming to visit me, for the first time!!! Then we are going out :) I am in a good mood now, who cares about O levels results???

Right. Nothing has ever beaten me that badly.
I didn't do that badly if I think through it, but everything just came crushing down.
Please do not console me and tell me its ok, my dad and sis did that and I cried like shit.
Just leave me alone and I ll be fine.
So leave my tagboard alone if you wanna talk about it.
I appreciate your concern.
Thanks so much

Life goes on, I think.

Thank you suelin for your company, it really helped :)

ACJC X-country 2007

Yeah finally its over. And I am not dead tired coz I hardly ran. Walked with Isabel throughout almost the whole journey. Haha we are the competitive walkers :) not runners. Well at first I wanted to run ok? But we promised to wait for the other friends, so we started walking coz once we run they 'ld be far far behind. Then we never ran again till the last 400m, in front of the crowd what, so must run. Yup with people like us of course our house TCT could win. The overall winner was Oldham. I am happy for them ;) for a reason.

My right knee hurt a bit after the race when Ha and I were coming back. I am kinda scared, really don't want to have any knee injuries. Must drink more milk already :) Hope it will not become worse. There ll be bball training tomorrow, friendly match with another school. I hope I will be able to played although my stamina is still ... at least a while la ok?

O's results will be released on Friday. Somehow I am not that worried. It has all been decided already so no point worrying right? If I did well then I stay on in AC lo, if it happens that I didn't do well, just go to another school lor. Life goes on, but I hope mine involves AC :) Few days ago I was lying on my bed thinking about the result day, the worst scenario would be that I don't qualify for JC, then how? Either go college in malaysia or go poly lor. Then the best would be that I can stay on in AC, be in science stream or art doesn't matter. Somehow arts look more fun to me ;p Anyway I believe that God has His plans so I just have to follow and not worry too much :)

I'm starting to feel tired. Ahh CNY coming in about one and a half week's time! I can't wait to go home!!! This is the first time I am so looking forward to CNY break, coz usually I hate spring cleaning at home. But hey I dont't mind doing it this year, at all!!! Haha home sweet home, here I come!!!

I randomly searched for a verse in the Bible and this is what I got:

First basketball training

Not tedious actually, but I am still damn tired. That just shows how unfit I am! Well it was quite fun, seniors are really nice and friendly. But this was really my first basketball training after playing it for four years. Now all my 'anyhow' methods and tricks can't be used anymore, must really learn the proper tactics. Well I finally learned how to do a lay-up, I still suck at it despite putting in extra effort to learn after training. Haih I don't get it, every time when my footing is right, my arms are everywhere. And when I toss the ball correctly, I would already have taken three steps. My coordination is really bad. Played my first full match , it was tiring, my stamina is non-existence!!!

Haiyo, mass pe and cross country tomorrow. Lets just hope that my calf muscles won't give in. They are as weak as toufu now.

Haih shall go and sleep already.

I promised myself I won't go for plastic surgery after watching this:

Survivor: ACJC *edition

Winner's profile:

So I spent my saturday this way:
Woke up at 12+. Sorry, yes that late.
Ate lunch.
Went Orchard library, borrowed books, met Aylwin.
Went Burget King, drank Coke(sin!!! SIN!!!).
Met Bel. Played pool for two good hours (it was really fun, we should have pool CCA in school!).
Had dinner at Pastamania, ate Pasta stuffed with spinach (yum!! I like spinach, makes me feel like Popeye the sailorman :P)
Walked around Orchard. Tried on shoes.
Bought Ginger biscuit from Marks&Spencer.
Sat at Coffee Bean, drank The Ultimate (I didn't enjoy this one, had it without whipped cream yay!!!, but it was TOO sweet!) Talked to Bel for so so long!!! It was great :)
Finally took bus back n I wasn't late :D

Mood: Happy

Well I felt so guilty coz Suelin came to visit but I missed her. I woke up late plus phone no credit so she went off for lunch without me :( (I'm so sorry, k I ll make up for it :D) I realised in what situations I am domineering already (shan't tell you here haha) Well I had The Talk w Bel over *issues* again, its like we are always discussing the same thing, right Bel??? And Andrew, we haven't been out for 2 weekends. Achievement!!!

Oh man I am no Kenny nor Xiaxue. I'm bored by my own post, shall go sleep. Good morning!



Lastly:

Hmm this is not fair! My friend and her mum have a joint blog, isn't that super duper cute? I was supposed to go to school to play basketball with my classmates this morning but I failed to wake up in time. Am going out after lunch to meet Bel and maybe Andrew and maybe Aylwin and Tim. I wanna PLAY POOL!!! Anyone interested???

Oh shrugss, I have lots of work to catch up on, and I am wasting my Saturday away again! Oh! I need to return library books. Almost forgot.

Anyway, there is a flu bug going around, some people have already caught it, so people better be careful and take good rests and drink more water?

Take care!!!

"There is a vacuum in our hearts that only God can fill."

This is so very true.

I was supposed to do my homework. But somehow I just cannot concentrate, not at all. My eye still gives me troubles, and I feel real sad deep down. I know this is not exactly the right attitude, but I just can't help it. I miss home so much I don't know what to do. It ll be two weeks before I can go home. Sheesh la. Few days back I was at FairPrice shopping for grocery, CNY songs were being played, and I was suddenly so so super homesick. Those are the ones I hear at home during CNY. Others probably won't understand how hard it is to be away from home unless you have experience it. Although I always say I am used to it already, its nothing. But really, its not, time passes and we grow, before we know it, our parents are old and no loner the people taking care of us and instead, its the other way round. This is a reality that we all cannot escape from, but I really really wish to be by their side. Its bloody hard, everytime I leave home I pray that they ll be safe and sound, and I know hey are just thinking the same. I would always rather come back by myself than to be sent back by them. It really hurts to see them leave. Well,

"There is also a vacuum in our hearts that only our family can fill"

Time for roll call.

Hello!!!I have been sleeping for the whole day I feel so sick and dizzy. Anyway I had conjunctivitis in my left eye since yesterday morning, so I kept tearing and tearing non-stop and my eye was red and my vision was blurred. So I came back early to rest after PE, its like going to school just to run 2.4 for PE ;P Well then I slept till evening, and realised that I got worse so I went to see a doctor. At first I thought it was something lodged in my eye, like contact lens or something, so it really scared the hell out of me. Well it turned out that it's not more than a sore eye, so I was given a day off from school. In total, I missed 2days of school this week, since I went to school late on Tuesday coz I had a stomach ache. Whooaaa I am pro!

Anyway, because of my sore eye I didn't go for the HC Talentime Auditions. Such a pity but I am really ok with it. I don't exactly want to sing while my eye's red and painful. Well many thanks to Joel and all those Talentime organsing comm people for fussing over it. Although I still couldn't make it in the end. I think I should have been the most troublesome contestant -00-

Work is piling up, I haven't done much since last week. So there's a lot of catching up to do. Yups, and I missed so many lessons. I don't even want to think about the amount of work I have. K so I missed basketball again today, so I am still CCA-less. Whoooaaaa. I am overly energetic now. How??

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I want to travel,
to learn about the world
自己给自己设限，困住了。
怎么办？
I want to travel,
to learn about me...

her

huizyi玉
female/perempuan/女
hitting the big 2 soon
MY-ian on another land,
where will I go next?

destined

backpack in my country

passion and determination

phone and camera

lose those fats

两只手的温度

speak

take off

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