Friday, August 24, 2007
It seems like not just me, but everyone in my class is having mood swings, at least Yee Ling too. I suspect its stress hitting us, with promos a month away and endless reminders about how important it is to do well. I think I am stressed, but the stress is not good stress that forces me to work hard, it makes me break down and cry. Stupid habboing stress!
it just came at the absolutely wrong time. And every time it does, I am wrecked.
But you won't see traces of tears on my face, no.
Why is it that I can't break out of this absurd cycle of i-don't-know-what-is-it-called?
I am prone to getting depression I think, but well, maybe its just all in the mind.
But still, the tears wouldn't stop, and I can't express it. I just can't.
I am going to get a piercing tomorrow. Just to alleviate the pain.
Don't ask me what is it about, I don't know either.
Y9:32 pm