Thursday, July 19, 2007
Today hasn't been great.
I was really bored just now after I woke up for my routine sleep from 6-8+ pm. Went to read blogs and played mindless games and now I am so bored so I decided to blog.
ACDU. Finally all my CT results are out. Econs was not bad, but I am just not satisfied with it, with the fact that I couldn't apply a framework to my essays, instead I just blindly described the factors in the context of the question, made stupid assumptions and I don't know what else, spelled words wrongly? I don't think I have grasped the essay answering techniques yet although my content is relevant.
Haaaaaaa. The weekend is coming, but I am no longer in the holiday mood. Have settled down(only mentally) to do serious work like GP presentation and essay. I need to practise math! On top of that there is EoM Second Draft and revisions that I planned for. So I guess my weekend is pretty much gone.
Will be doing CIP on coming Saturday together with elderly from our service center, so people, if you are free please come and support us!!! We will be at Chinatown!!!
I have been showing this lack of interest in anything lately. I am keen to learn but nothing gets into my mind. For example today during PW, Ms Wong tried hard to explain to us how to do EoM, I listened attentively, but I couldn't really comprehend what she said. Ah!
I am still reading a book on Ray Charles. He's a born musician I must say. I decided that in order for myself not to feel so lost about our PW, I shall finish up the book and have a better understanding of him. If not I would just keep bugging dear Yee Ling to discuss PW when in fact I am the only one who is clueless.
Oh no, I am becoming such a big nerd! My post is all about school work, evaluation and CCA. Argh. I have no life.
Ha I MISS YOU!
Sue Lin I MISS YOU!
Bel I MISS YOU!
Ayl and Tim I MISS YOU!
Andrew I MISS YOU!
But I am lazy to meet up with you guys. I just sort of drifted away of the whole hanging out activity, perhaps because I have been slacking so much everyday that I am utterly bored and in need for a change. And when I think about how I will spend one day with friends and the next day thinking about wanting to hang out with them again, I get terrified that I need another week to settle down and be serious about school again. There isn't much time left before promos, hell. And I think I can only focus on one thing at a time. Okay I admit that hanging out is too addictive, maybe we should resort to healthier activities like CYCLING and not sitting in a restaurant / cafe, sipping coffee and gossiping away (I had 3 cups of frappe in a week, for God's sake!), since I need to lose that last 2kg (it was supposed to be 1 but the weighing scale is screwed!)
Whatever it is, I think I need to get in touch with Ha before she reports me to the police as a missing person :-)
I read a magazine titled psychology today and there was this article that talks about people who are not social rejects but just prefer to spend time on their own in their own premises where they feel comfortable, eh I forgot the term for that, but they are definitely introverts. Sometimes I think I am like one of them. Going out just seems so tiring and it always drains my energy, even if I go alone. Maybe its because I need to take public transport when I go out, which I absolutely dread :( Ha whatever it is, I just love my cosy little space that I have here, although I hate the bloody bed that is on the upper deck. Well no choice right?
My H2 Chinese teacher did palm reading for us during lesson yesterday. Eh he only said that I think A LOT, like seriously A LOT and maybe TOO MUCH. Maybe then I should just be contented with being a superficial girl who talks about nothing else but meeting up with bfs and painting nails and shopping and hanging out and playing pranks and partying, then I will not think too much. But he didn't say if it was a good or bad thing! I think being an above-mentioned superficial girl is more tiring than thinking so much please. I will take half a day to paint my nails, coz I suck at that, and being perfectionist I will probably use up a whole bottle of nail polish before I get it done. Never mind me, I shall just be contented about thinking too much. Who knows one day I will think out of the box and decide to marry you?
:-D
I am on the high but I need to sleep now. There is morning run tomorrow (the weighing scale is faulty! Its 1kg not 2!)
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