Shall I? Can I? Will I?

Sunday, April 08, 2007

I can never get sick of blogging I think.
Coz I have got no one to talk to in my room, my roommates and I, we don't have many common topics.
And i know that you readers understand me better than they do.
Anyway, I only have my econs essays done.
And I have so much to blog about: my class, the long weekend that is about to pass in minutes time.
Well maybe thinking of these things will take my mind of my crazy thoughts.
The internet is driving me nuts! connect, disconnect, connect, disconnect, connect, disconnect, connect, disconnect, connect, disconnect, connect, disconnect.
Poor people in my msn contact, please bear with it.

Pretty pictures:

(pictures could not be uploaded) :(

The pictures take forever! so annoyed. Can I be a little bimbo here please? Oh my gosh oh my gosh!

I want to do this thing from here, I want an ideal bf, now!!!

My ideal Boyfriend:

Nono, wrong. Its

8 Things of an ideal lover: SAME LAR!!!

1. Me first!!! Me first!!! Me before everything!!!
Haha. I'm the Queen of the World what! No, actually there must be a balance, coz I am a very selfish person, I will think of myself only, if he/she (am I actually exploring the possibilities??) puts me first. Then he/she might as well be a servant. Well, the point is, he must instill some sense in me for check and balance (sounds so un-PAP huh?) But then, sometimes I can be very sensible too. So, how? Never mind, move on.

2. Physical attraction
Yes, I am sorry but I am vain! Not necessarily handsome and such but at least must be appealing to me right? But studies show that you will only be interested in a person if there's physical attraction before everything, so its a given lar. He must be able to stun me with every move he makes, every time we date. By the way, babes with hot bods are very sexy......

3. Sense of humour
Yeah he must understand and laugh at my joke!!! And must be able to make me laugh too. Anyway I get jokes pretty fast, including sick ones thanks to The Gang in ACJC (they can be more sick than you could imagine!). So this should/shouldn't be a problem. I am not so sure. Lame jokes are fun sometimes but.... Well it all boils down to the person telling the joke. I always find Ha's jokes funny :D

4. Loves to sing
Yes! We must have the same hobbies, or at least hobby. Singing is one thing I enjoy most, he must too! I demand! haha and he must know the songs I sing, which is mainly C Pop. Come on, Kbox doesn't have many other choices. Why do I like guys who can sing? Because I think guys who are musically inclined are very appealing. They have the other side, the softer side that is seasoned with exposure to music (oh no this is so crap! but you egt what I mean la). Oh his singing must be good enough to melt my heart, I have heard a few, like those live performers and this guy:

Gary Cao Ge--- Looks scary but his singing is amazing to the point of being sexy
(the lyrics that comes out of him is like his confession to you)

5. Plays sports

Yes, I like to hop around on sports courts, never mind that I am damn lousy in everything. So he must be a pro! Then can teach me, and amaze me with his stunts ( I love things that can amaze me remember? No? Look at the sidebar!) Well a sports player usually plays hard, it shows his passion for something in life. Not like those who yumcha yumcha look at girls look at girls and do nothing else. Besides, having the soft side isn't enough, he has to be masculine too! Like this guy:

hot!!! scalding hot!!!

6. Is able to sense my mood
Whether I feel like being a 16, 12 or even 5. He has to give in and play along. Yes I admit I am childish! Cannot ah? Why act so grown up? You are not that old yet know... Leave that till later larh kae? I feel like having my cotton candy now!!!

7. Oh no, I am running out of ideas. Come on, I am more demanding than this!! Lets try again...

7. High and low
High means high class and low means low class. No lar, I don't know how to put it. Hmm. I love eating at hawker's, and I can be very cheapo at times. So he must not give me that *are you out of your mind?*stare. Haha. He must play along la. When I feel like having more luxurious fun, he must accommodate too. Wahh I pity him.

Last but not least....

8. Male Chauvinist Pig -NOT!
I don't know if many still exists now, but I am quite sure there are a few around. MCPs, you ae so out-dated. Go upgrade yourself and become the new age gentlemen, MCP is for the 50s. Well if you are one, we just won't clique. I won't be surprised if we fight everyday.

I.... I..... I........... I lost it, I give up. The above are so unrealistic. Wake up HuiZyi. The ultimate thing that truly matters is

Connection
What do I mean by this? A couple should be able to communicate very well. So he should be not just my lover, but best friend and soul mates. There should be nothing we can't talk about, except for one of those girly things that can only be shared among girls, obviously. We should complement each other and are able to grow and mature together. Since you are to grow old together, if you don't mature, its quite a disgusting sight. Its all about sharing, so it should be all about sharing. And I strongly believe that openness is the key to security (not national security that security, its all in the mind), or shall I say trust. Well to me trust comes before opennes, so its a = here. Yups yups.

Well that's it, that's all I am asking for, but haha. I will probably NEVER meet such a man (note: IDEAL The real world is far from the ideal world.). Even if i do, I will never be good enough for him. I look at myself and I see a person that nobody would want, seriously. Its sad, but Murphy's laws state that there is always someone whose worse off than you (not sure which one, but there's one okay?). I am SO MEAN!!! Well in any case, I will just go be a nun. But before that, maybe I will face a few more heartbreaks. We true librans never settle for the less-than-perfect, only to find out at the end that no one's prefect. Disgusting!!!

I am supposed to tag people and make them do this, AND YOU MUST DO OKAY? Don't spoil the fun!!!

Here it goes:
1. Bel
2. Aylwin
3. Szeching
4. Christian aka CB
5. Whichever anonymous person that reads my blog, better own up now!

Sheesh! I feel so hyper after hours of sleeping (refer to last post) and typing this post. Hell, I am going to die in school tomorrow. Its ok, as long as I am happy ^.^

Last one:

I failed again. My pretty picture refuses to go up. too bad then.

No monday blues please.

Y9:55 pm