Sunday, April 29, 2007
Wow, time really flies. This is the end of the fourth month of m JC life. Well, I guess the initial excitement has died down, now I can't wait to get out of JC and ugly uniforms and inflexible schedule! (not that SA's uniform is literally ugly, but still, and the timetable is already pretty flexible compared to that of sec sch)
Well but for a person who had sec sch education for SIX years, you can't exactly blame me from wanting to break away! What more I have an attention span of like what... 3 minutes! I wanted to leave sec sch since sec3, amazingly I survived, partly coz I changed hostel. Then how now? This is only the fourth month, and only first in SA, I can't be bored THAT fast.
Oh no, I can't imagine what career I should be considering already, perhaps something a lil challenging, but not too difficult to put me off. Hmm I want to be a kindergarten teacher! No, I want to open my own kindergarten. haha. Im my hometown. I told my parents the same thing the last time I went home, and they... they snickered at my ambition :( Hey that is not very nice right? Like I really hope to teach children, except maybe I ll not be so willing to clean after them if they happen to do whatever they are supposed to do in the toilet in the classroom. Well I am sure someone else could do it! haha no la, I don't mind, really. How about a childcare centre? Yeah a combination of both. Ohh this is so fun.
But what if I decide to run away after running the place for what 3 minutes? I want to do broadcasting. K I know my face is definitely not pretty enough to go onto the national tv (no, i dont want to spoil Your appetite either) so I shall do radio broadcasting! I always find their work fascinating, communicating with people from every walk of life. Myself, for one, listen to the radio very often, its just like listening to your friend talk, even in an unfamiliar place, somehow you ll just be soothed by their voices. I don't know lar, that's what I think. But anyway, I find it really cool. And you get to choose what songs you want to play. Well, hopefully my voice doesn't sound too horrid over the radio. Ha!
How did I even end up blogging about all these rubbish when I desperately need to do my PI? While Jasmine is studying hard (has been since this morning) for her geog test, what have I been doing? Sleeping, reading novels, singing along with the songs, eating... Sounds like a holiday too good for me! Let just hope that I won't be screwed by my teachers tomorrow.
I have found my interest once again for singing, haha yeah only mandarin pop, coz their karaoke versions are readily available. Not like English songs all you see is not-so-pretty models in bikinis not on he beach but elsewhere. A park, or whatever? That's so pointless. Haha well I want to go K BOX again, its so addictive! This coming weekend!!!I am so excited! Going home and definitely out with my sister! Hee can't wait can't wait.
If I could exist solely on blogging like
she does, I would want to. Not for anything, just because I am lazy! I am so lazy that sometimes I can't stand myself. Yes I am that lazy. I love everything but work. And off all things I love entertaining people, I want to see you happy in my presence. Haha no wonder the personality test states that my suitable profession is ----- clown. Suelin is SO right about me being a taitai. I have responsibility-phobia. Don't know that word for it, but if you leave me alone I think I ll rot faster. HAHAHA
I don't know why I am so high, perhaps thats the peace before the storm. Ohh I will be all depressed over my work later. Heck la!
Ohh so I went K box with suelin and her friend. Damn he has a good voice! I love guys who can sing!!! Yes, I love Gary Cao Ge! Not a pretty face but can sing. I believe that someone who know how to express him/herself with a song is someone who knows how to love. Well maybe not, but anyway, please let my future husband be someone who can sing well. Haha if he can't I wouldn't even marry him in the first place! ;P
Speaking of future husbands, Pei Li from my class did a weeny bit of palm reading for me, and I am SO SAD NOW! Coz she said I will divorce my husband next time! I am so sad la, my ambition is just to have a lovely complete family ;( Don't want to get divorced la! I was complaining to suelin yesterday, and she go so annoyed at me. Really! I don't want to get divorced! Who would want actually?
Haha I'm jst going to read up on palm reading, so I ll update you guys again.
There's four weeks to go before the holidays start! So long la. I just can't wait to drop everything and go home, and thats because I am lazy. I hate JC curriculum. Its so demanding and pointless :( I don't like to think, my brain always feels like jelly. I have lost the ability to think since I lost touch with the inner me. When am I ever going to find her back?
I just want to 找回最初的感动！
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