Saturday, March 10, 2007
NOTE: This post should have been put up on Thursday night, but by the time i finished typing, the internet was already cut off. so here it goes...
Tomorrow is THE day, the day that my appeal results come out.
Good news: ACJC has already approved my appeal.
Please pretend that you didn't see the last part because I am not supposed to tell this yet.
Well I really don't know what else I can do. I have done all that I can, including the last thing that might help me if my appeal is not successful.
Today was a damn tough day for me. Yes the coming week is definitely going to be tough, but no I have not given up yet, out of my love for AC.
Emotional strains or whatever, I wanted to going to school with Ha they all in the morning but I couldn't get up, so bloody tired. the next thing I knew was that it was already 9 o'clock. Time to do my appeal. So I went to school and met the FA teacher. She refused to help me but she was nice enough to talk to me, and help me think of solutions. Still, she's lazy. But I agree with her, its my own fault that I didn't join FA for my own sake. Can't exactly blame her. Then I submitted my appeal to the school without realising that I forgot to print a copy of the appeal form for my appeal with MOE. Well I couldn't be bothered to anymore when I remembered it. I went to da bao lunch before returning to the hostel. And ate then slept.
Till I was almost late. Met Jasmine to go to school together at 2. Before we reached the school gate we heard people cheering from afar. Tears once again swell my eyes. Stayed around and talked to a few people before heading down to MOE to submit my appeal. Phuong came along to MOE and I am so glad she did. On the way there, I received a call from Mr. Paul Koh informing me that my appeal to the school has been approved. I was overjoyed, I wanted to scream into the phone and tell him that I love him. On a second thought, that wouldn't be very wise. So I refrained myself from doing it. I promised him that I will work hard and do well at the end of the two years. But as I submit the form to Ms Lim and listened to her words of advice my heart sank. The chances are almost zero. Well then I went back to AC to hopefully talk to Mrs. Chan our principal. but I was told to go to the people in charge of appeals. In the end I talked to Mr.Loo, the VP, who in the first place inspired me to come to AC. Well apparently the school cannot help appeal to MOE.
I don't know what else I can do besides praying for tomorrow.
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