Monday, March 12, 2007
March hols!!! This is the third day already. I'm surprisingly free but I am still in Singapore. Yes, packing starts tonight, and I will be moving to McNair Lodge tomorrow although it seems like it doesn't exist on the Singapore map. Its ok, I will find it :)
The past few days have been really fun. More often than not we don't know how to treasure what we have till we lose them, or are about to lose them. I can say that the past week since JAE postings came out was the best week of my life, and of course the worst. I got to know more people, not just by their faces, but we talked, and I'm sure we will continue to be good friends. And above all, I enjoyed myself immensely in all that I did, and discovered in my life the presence of the most beautiful thing on earth called love . Every single second I spent in AC, O2 although I was not involved, all the crazy moments with the gang (at the track, in the room), Swensens moments, and all the encouragements and concerns you people showered me with. I learned to appreciate everything. And of course this incident drove my family and I closer. Aside from that, of course there are the false hopes I cling on to then over and again found myself being disappointed. The anger, the tears, the fatigue from being too wracked up. I am tired of those moments already. I am not a rebellious kid by nature, by I wished I was, then maybe I would do some outrageous thing that could ruin my life. Well, I am too rational for that. Now that the outcome cannot be changed, I guess the only thing I can do is to accept it, and move on. Easier said than done, but you will be surprised at how fast I adapt. But don't you worry, I will be back to crash and bug all of you very often, since I will definitely miss the chicken rice, the waffle, the omelet, the yongtaufu... and the list goes on. And of course Giant Earthquake with you guys!!!
Time to pack, time to pack. I hate moving! Once a year is already bad enough, what more twice a year, can die. Well well, seems like there's no other way out so just pack lor, its a good time for spring cleaning anyway.
Next, Thank you so much Mr Paul Koh, Thank you for all that you have done to help me get back into the school. I am thankful to have gotten to know you, and more importantly, this side of you that you talked about during chapel last time. I promise I will work harder and not let myself down, and not let you down as well, I know you have high hopes in me.
I don't know what awaits me in SA. But I ll make the best of what I am given.
Its the AC spirit, to be passed on any and everywhere you go.
I am sure Mrs Chan will be proud of me.
You can take the girl out of AC, but you can take the AC out of the girl.
Once an ACSian, forever an ACSian. I am glad I have experienced it for myself, and am able to spread this love, wherever I go :)
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!! ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAYS PEOPLE!!!!
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