Tuesday, March 20, 2007
It's been exactly one week since I last updated.
Many things happened in this one week:
Moved to McNair Lodge
Went home
Got closer to my sister
School started and I m stuck in SA for the rest of the 1 1/2 years
I won't tell you much about McNair Lodge, there isn't much to tell. But I seriously think that the director and staff need to find out from established boarding schools how to run a hostel. The hostel is tiny, not conducive for studying, and most importantly I feel lonely there. Just had my first dinner there this evening despite the fact that I moved in for about a week already. I don't like the place. Or maybe I need to learn to like it.
Went home for 3 days. I miss the comfort of home. I miss dad and mum. But it hurts to see them at home, they age really fast, especially dad. It hurts.
So today is the second day of school. I still refused to call myself a Saint. Well, I don't like the school teachers, and the school culture. They threaten you and force you to do every single thing, instead of encouraging and making you realise that its for your own good. It seems that there is no passion in anything. The purpose of being there in the school is solely to get through it to go to university. Well this is only day 2. There are hundreds more days to go in this school. I ll learn to like it. But everything reminds me of how it used to be in SA and NUSH, its damn tough. Its really really tough. Jasmine and I cannot stop comparing and complaining.
I am feeling very emo now, yes if not because I am in the public, I would have broken down(broken down??). Sheesh. This is crazy.
I want to run for council, and continue with all the unfinished stuff in AC, but I don't freaking know anyone in the school. How?
Sorry for these pointless emo complaints, if you haven't been through it you wouldn't know. Whatever, I can be bothered anymore.
Y7:11 pm
