Thursday, February 01, 2007
"There is a vacuum in our hearts that only God can fill."This is so very true.I was supposed to do my homework. But somehow I just cannot concentrate, not at all. My eye still gives me troubles, and I feel real sad deep down. I know this is not exactly the right attitude, but I just can't help it. I miss home so much I don't know what to do. It ll be two weeks before I can go home. Sheesh la. Few days back I was at FairPrice shopping for grocery, CNY songs were being played, and I was suddenly so so super homesick. Those are the ones I hear at home during CNY. Others probably won't understand how hard it is to be away from home unless you have experience it. Although I always say I am used to it already, its nothing. But really, its not, time passes and we grow, before we know it, our parents are old and no loner the people taking care of us and instead, its the other way round. This is a reality that we all cannot escape from, but I really really wish to be by their side. Its bloody hard, everytime I leave home I pray that they ll be safe and sound, and I know hey are just thinking the same. I would always rather come back by myself than to be sent back by them. It really hurts to see them leave. Well,
"There is also a vacuum in our hearts that only our family can fill"
Time for roll call.
Y8:36 pm
