Saturday, February 10, 2007
K enough of crying and stupid thoughts, here are my O's results:
English A2
Math A2
A math B3
Combined humanities A2
Geography A2
Chemistry B3
Physics B4
Biology B3
Higher Chinese A2
Chinese A1
1 A1 5 A2 3 B3 1 B4
L1R5: 12
Look at the no of A2s I got!!! No one can beat me in this. When I received my result slip, I saw 5 As so I was quite happy (I didn't know how to read the result slip) Then I saw the numerical grade, everything was a 2, I had a shock of my life and I starting crying, coz I counted that I got 13 instead of 12 which means no way can I stay in Ac. I couldn't stop crying, I really couldn't believe that I got 2 for English, Higher Chinese and Geography. For English, I had been getting A1 since sec 3, I have no freaking idea how could I get an A2. I was so confident in my essays! Higher Chinese: well it has also always been A1 all the way, why A2? seriously don't understand. Geography, perhaps everybody thought the paper was easy so everybody did fairly well, as a result my A1 became A2. For math and combined humans I am quite glad for an A2, its just the same as I expected.
Next, the horrible horrible B3s and 4. Chemistry, I thought I could get an A, I worked so hard for it! Am really disappointed. A math, B3 is good enough for me, considering the fact that I always get C5 or 6. Same goes for Physics, although a B4 does not look good on my result slip, I have no interest in Physics so leave me alone. Biology, well I did put in effort, remembering that both the paper and the practical were weird, B3 is okay.
Suelin thinks that my A2 s are borderline, very close to A1 s type. Well whatever it is, CONGRATULATIONS to all those who did well! And everyone who is satisfied and contented with his or her results!!!
Above all, thank you to all those who have been with me yesterday through the tough times. Thank you Sue Lin for your company! For giving in to whatever I want. Thank you Daddy and Da jie for consoling me, although apparently it didn't help coz I cried even more as you did so. Da jie, remember new year clothes and you promised to come and fetch me!!! Thank you Sze Ching Phuong Ha and Quyhn who were there to listen and worry about whether I will jump down the building. Not yet la, I still wanna marry ------ ok?? :0 To all of you who showed your concern or are concerned about it too. Christabel, Eric kor, Aylwin, and everyone else. I love you people!
Next I would like to apologise to Dad and Mum for my results. I know you have expectations for me although you never voice them. When I fail, you showed no signs of disappointment but instead console me and say that its ok, as long as I can stay in a JC I can always work hard. 哭什么哭？傻傻的！Yes I did not work hard enough for Prelims and Os. So this is the consequence I am facing. Although I am sad about my results, I am not going to blame anyone but myself for my slackness. I'm sorry Dad and Mum!
Life goes on. The next thing I have to do is to apply at JAE. This is tough job! I hate thinking about it and making choices. Let's just pray hard that I can stay in AC ok? I love AC so much, and I am already so used to this place I can't imagine myself in another JC! The thought of it saddens me. Anyway I ll try any way to stay, apply for both science and arts stream, appeal if I need. But if I am fated to go, then never mind lo, although I ll be very sad :(
Kk Bel is coming to visit me, for the first time!!! Then we are going out :) I am in a good mood now, who cares about O levels results???
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