Monday, January 22, 2007
Sorry I know I really shouldn't be blogging now. I have math and chem tutorials to be done and the newspaper to be read and I have yet to take a bath. But considering the fact that slept till 1130 in the morning and from 330 to 530, I should be able to complete all the above work before I drop dead on my bed.
Yes, I skipped school today.
I skipped school because I had dysmenorrhoea which is really menstrual cramps, so I decided to rest in the Residence for a day, as stated in Mr. Wong's letter of excuse.
You know sometimes I think that I'm the luckiest person in this world. I didn't inform him about my absence from school yet he was willing to help me write the letter when I approached him. Besides that, I returned to the residence late for the past two days, but I was lucky enough to have help from friends around me: Bel, Andrew, Ha, Phuong, Szeching. I'm really really thankful for all these people. Sometimes I think I am really hopeless in managing my daily routines. I always always get into trouble with all sorts on things: the laundry, the authorities, financial stuff, even my own timetable!!! I get so frustrated with myself I don't know what to say. Its like
GOSH huizyi you should just bang your head against the wall and die! But somehow, there seems to be a way out, there is always someone there to help me through those difficult situations. And most of the time, I am forgiven for all that I have done wrong. I think people around me are really really tolerant with me. When I look at myself, all I see is a troublemaker and a screwed-up who can't even manage her own life, despite being so old already. But you all never left me. Thank you people, I love you all so much. I can't list everyone here but of course my list includes Aylwin Tim Suelin Chiwei :) and all the above mentioned.
Just to prevent myself from slipping into the depressed mood and affect everyone around me and once again screw up everything. I shall stop blogging and get my things done.
Love you peeps!!! (hope I am loved too!!)
Y9:58 pm
