Friday, November 24, 2006
Bel this is for youAlthough I talked so much about regret in my last post. One thing I never regretted is knowing you, CHAT andrew, especially you.You just have no idea how much I am learning from you. Ya you are younger, but there is a very important thing that I am learning from you: to be less uptight and more relaxed. you should get what I mean. Ya I find it really hard. You know, to not care about what people think and just laugh all you want, be yourself and everything. Its really really hard, especially for certain things in life. I adore this trait of you, and I am learning to, trying to loosen up.I am very self-conscious. not very open although I dont seem so, again you should know. Thank you for walking into my life to make that difference. Making me a better, if not at least happier person than I used to be. No matter where I go next year ( i 've some plans in mind, different from before) Please remind me to keep close okay? yes I get carried away. I m really tired now. This is all I have to say to you, as for now. I cant wait to see you and to talk to you. Love you soo much!!! 0.0
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